I am getting ready for my first class of the day, which is General Education courses I am required to take as requisites for my other classes...
I thought i would hop online and write my expressions...
i am sitting at the computer naked...
my dad is yelling at the tv downstairs and it's quite fucking annoying
i am actually awakened to this every morning. FML.
i havent had sex in about two months... while i took my shower this morning i thought about being with a man again
i feel like one of those desperate girls now, i touched my self, just a little bit i couldnt seem to bring myself to climax
i have a lot on my mind
maybe thats the problem?
after class i plan to stop at the school library
i need to study for a prep test next week
i hate school
the reason why i am even going to college is cuz my dad made me
basically, he told me i do something or i get out of his house and that he doesnt care where i go
but i hate to admit this but i am slightly dependent on him right now
my job pays shit for dollars and i only work part time
here i go again, traveling to my thoughts of being a stripper
well, i have you, my dearest diary. perhaps i should make a pact with myself to cherish you
the more i write in you the more i realize how much i like this and the thrill of placing my very own pictures online
i could honestly care less what u think of me
i am unique
nobody else is like me
no matter how miserable my life is or gets i will always have my thoughts and pure expression
i want for you to ask me questions and inspire me to fill this diary up with your answers
i am submissive by nature and i soemtimes want to be dominant but i know i cant
life
Sunday, April 11, 2010
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jst as u desired.. i lyk a lot to read ur posts ... i'm going cazy to knw u more nd better.. i'm so fascinated about ur posts that i want a new one every second .. i finish the previous one.. my hunger nd demands r raising ton unexpectedness.. i dnt understand this guy who was not fond of reading ever anything suddenly started paying attention to them.. wat was d magic... may b it was always there in me bt no one tried to awaken it from a long sleep.. nd ur words did tht magic.. should i b thnkfull 2 u or should i repent tht i got an another addiction to delay my own works nd spend time on these posts... well one thing is for sure.. i want more 2 hear from u . i'm fond of it ravi
ReplyDeleteI normally find a bit of time alone with my sexual urges makes me forget any problems for a time....it's good to pleasure yourself
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