i can not contain myself

i can not contain myself

i am a door wide open waiting for your arrival

i can't make a move until you come

i want you

i want to hold you and love you forever
but, do u even know that i exist

i hate that i just let u walk by me everyday and i cant reach out and touch you and to have u hold me in your big strong arms

for u to kiss me softly and tell me that everything is okay and that we will be together 4ever

i can not contain the thoughts scattered in my head, it is poison

poison there is no cure for no serum to heal me

i just need u

i want u to put your hands on me and rub me slowly

i want u to taste me in your mouth, my kiss
i want to feel your tongue brush against mines
i want to feel that rush again that i feel prior to makin love

i want my knees to shake
my thighs to quiver
my pussy to drip from your soft delicate touches

i want you to remind that i am real
assure me this flesh is mine
all i want is for our hearts to make a union

im so young yet so ready
nothing else means so much to me
too bad u dont even know who i am
i would share these sweet words with u
but
instead here is this; a remnant of my essence for you to cherish: