my therapist told me that I needed to keep a daily journal.
said something about me needing to do so because I'm depressed and that viewing my memories good or bad can help me get through them.
journals are soooo boring. I have decided to make it public cuz whatever she says to do i will do the opposite.
i never have liked her
i hate writing, but maybe this will all help me discover who i am
i have felt lost and alone for so long
i am 20 years old i will be 21 in 3 months
i wonder what its all worth
i have a problem... i might as well confess now
i have a problem with trusting ppl and letting them get too close to me
i feel so stupid when i just give myself away.... it's fun at first but sometimes i really scare myself.
i want to make this diary public because i want everybody to dissect it and to help me understand me
then maybe my dad can stop paying for a worthless therapist
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you seem to be making your journal into something fun...well its fun to read...I have fun writing my blog (check it out sometime, see if you have fun reading it;) ) It's definitly a release of sorts...I guess there are plenty of people who can relate to you, and then help you get what you need!!
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