yay me 0_0

i had the most amazing time!
i felt as though i owned the whole world...

first
my friend mandy came over and she was all bitching and moanin about her failing in school, she was quite frantic so like a scene out of a movie or something i just grabbed her and kissed her
i hate her so much but she is also so good looking and i often wondered what it would be like to kiss her
i expected her to get freaked out or something like that, surprisingly she kissed me back and it was amazing
for such a snobby rich bitch she can actually kiss pretty well

yes,
i like girls
no
i have never had sex with a girl
yes
i have kissed girls and have been kissed back
yes
i have fingered a few girls

most of the girls i ever like messed around with werent like butchy or anything but were like secretive about it
...
even to themselves.

kind of scared me
i am from outside of chicago and i stay in a really small town so maybe that is why? once one person knows something around here, the whole town ends up finding out

second
i met a boy!!!!
(^-^*)
i am still ecstatic !!!


i met him in the library at school, i had to go back yesterday to complete some assessments for another class and he was sitting next to me in the computer room
he is so sexy and BLACK! 
for the first time ever i was hit on! 
maybe it was the fact that i decided to wear a skirt with leggings instead of my usual tom boyish jeans
i even wore my flip flops and i painted my nails a pretty pink, i did my makeup with care instead of the usual rushed out the door style i do
i basically did a 180 and it worked!


OH EM GEEE!!! 
he is so gorgeous and is going to take me out on friday, we exchanged numbers and email


so ecstatic, im gonna freak out!






oh before i 4get
i must honestly THANK YOU for voting, there is 4 days left and i will be sure to do whichever one gets the most votes so VOTE AWAY!